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So, with the recent addition of another close friend on here, I guess I need to log in a bit more often.

Things are very different from when I last posted. B and I are doing very well and living together. I hardly seem him lately as he coaches a high school swimming team right after school and then a rec team in the evening. This ends in March and I can’t wait for that because I don’t like being home alone every single night. I keep wanting to learn how/force myself to cook more…but it seems pretty pointless to do so when you are alone. Boo.

Anywho, work has been insane. We just finished midterms and the kids are all freaking out about their grades and begging for added points for no apparent reason. I’m hoping for a snow day before Feb break cuz I don’t think I’m going to make it.

I’m in the middle of wedding chaos for the next year or so. My brother is getting married in Nov- I’m a bridesmaid. My friend from high school is getting married in October- I’m the maid of honor. And she lives in dirty Jerz. Blah. My best friend from high school just got engaged so we’ll see what happens there, but she wants to get married in 2011. That’s a lot of wedding nonsense. It’s hard to believe that we are at that age. I go through facebook and I see so many of my classmates from high school that are married and even have babies by now and it blows my mind. Do I think I will marry B? Yes. Do I want to have kids in the immediate future? Hells to the nah. B is determined to have all his kids by the time he is 30, but this is also the man that two months ago never wanted to get married…so we will see.

I miss my old life when I had fun more often and didn’t worry so much. I feel like every day there is something else for me to get wrapped up in, whether it’s bills, school stuff, my boyfriend, or family drama. I really need to find a way to relieve stress or I may prematurely age and inevitably skip my 30′s and go straight to the 40′s. lol.

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